

honesty and its fellowsAs these tears, drizzle down my cheeks..honesty and its fellows
as similar to, the clotted pallor of ever whitening wrists.
I feel, just numb, nothing was worth it.
sorry, wasnt worth it, the love,
wasnt worth it, and most of all I wasnt worthy of you, as you had another.
I wished good things for the two of you, though I played piggy in the middle on those night, those nights, you cried, he cried, and I,
well, I cried myself to sleep.
however, it wasnt worth it.
sorry, wasnt worth it, t


ProofOh the things we do for love, the way we feel, that tingle, that drag, so happy, so sad, confusion setting in, that want, to please the other, not in the way most first jump to, but the way that shows they mean something, and something dear.Proof
the 'bans', light hearted jokes, that turn, turn into evil plots, stroking, kissing, touching hold off.. just let it wait, to try, get through one time, just that one, without letting them surface, easier said than done.
the pretending hurts, f


familiar rutsfamiliar rutsfamiliar ruts
falling, oh-so-sweetly deep down, into those familiar ruts
comforting
lying in this dirt, which used to cake me, which now seeps back onto me, making me back into filth, layering me down, dragging me to its depths
it's honestly not you, all i want is you, you do not do this to me
having the ties,
strangled and bound, keeping me in this filth, an unthinking,
deglorifying and putrid way to live
i hate it
it keeps me here, locked in my own mind,
You should come and check it out!
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It may be your right to make a choice.
but that doesn't make your choice right.
-- Raephire July, 2006
If you do right, I'll have your back
If you do wrong, I'll have your ass.
-- Raephire January 15, 2007
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i tend to wander down the wrong rabbit hole quite frequently.
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"Are rats eating out in your childs medicine cabinet?
RATS ON RITTALINE NEXT ON SICK SAD WORLD"
I'm NOT addicted, i'm commited.
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"And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing with you just one last time,
a song for a heart so big,
God wouldn't let it live."
R.I.P Dad ♥
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